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Mahirap iwanan ang taong naging bahagi na ng buhay natin pero minsan kailangan natin umalis sa buhay nila para di tayo lalong masaktan. Pero paano ba magpaalam,
March 13, 2006Split Ends
Here I am in an internet cafe, staring in a computer with a green atmosphere. This is my perfect moment of reflection and my chance to be alone with the computer and a four-cornered-booth.
I’m not really up telling stupid entry today but since I wnt to release all my emotions this past few weeks, I’m going to tell you one really stupid incident [???] happened to me.
I have a gf and were almost __ months on. I love every moment that we are together. But the worst is, I didn’t even think of certain posibility of sticking up with me. The situation now was very different. And it all started few weeks ago. She’s busy for the preparation of her graduation. Well, thats acceptable. But I can’t imagine why shes not texting me just to inform how she’s doing. I knew that she dont have a celfone already but I think she can use her friends celfone to send me a message. I’m also busy for signing of clearance for our final exam and texting would be the best way to keep in touch with her. But as I text her, she didn’t have the nerve to reply. One thing is certain, shes avoiding me already. I overheard that everytime they practice for their graduation rites, shes always asking if where is her crush. It’s so unfair to me as her boyfriend.I heard also from her friend that its her attitude for not being serious to her boyfriend. Ang dali lang daw magsawa sa mga boys like what she did to her past boyfriends. Well, now I knew that what she feel to me is just mere infatuation that whatever time, her feelings to me will change. Urgh!! I could almost cry! I thought she really loves me - turned out she just puppet my life! [I hate to say this]… yeah, stupid!!
She could be wrong, right? No ones perfect.. What if I misinterpret a lot of things?… But I don’t want to be stay being stupid for loving the person who cant pay back her love…
Maybe it’s time for me to say goodbye, to stop this foolishness and senseless relationship… 
Previous Comments
awww…bad bad gf…she should've at least sent you a message telling here whereabouts… i felt the same way before…gosh..people could really get so insensitive at times..khit pa sa mga karelasyon nila..they don't even have consideration…hay…i couldn't share you a nice advice for now…coz i sound so bitter db?… grr..love really sucks sometimes…err..make that most of the time..lmao…il just give you a pat alryt?..or a hug maybe?…to make you feel better…*akap tight*…yan..
tke care heaps!!!
<3hanmae
hey
Hello,
Good day. How are you?
Let me first Introduce my self, My name is Mark
Castillano, hmmm… Surnames' sounds familiar
right? hehe.
One day, I was searching on Yahoo! a Colegio de
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Hmmm.. I was kinda surprised to know that you
are from Kisante, Makilala and studied at Kisante
National High School. You might now get the gist,
Hehe. Im the son of Mrs. Castillano, THE teacher.
But anyways, what strucked me the most is the
beautifully made articles. I love reading it. You
have a wide perspective on everything. I heard from
my mom you excelled academically, well based
from your write ups, I have no doubt. Heheh.
Ala lang, I just thought of writing you a message.
Haha. Its unusual for me. Anyways, its 10:42pm at
night. I'll have a duty tomorrow. Hahaha.
Keep up the good works…. Goodluck on your
studies…
Slumbering,
Mark
Posted by Mark at March 14, 2006, 1:53 pm"I heard also from her friend that.."
you should never listen to a person's "friend" na naninira ng "friend" niya… malay mo, gusto lang kayo paghiwalayin nun! give your girl time to explain.. baka ayaw lang niya muna ng masyadong pressure,..
salamat sa pagbisita sa blog ko! nice post rin.. hehe
;)
Posted by abby at March 14, 2006, 7:30 pmchard, i know medyo masakit sa yo yun.. pero it's ok.. hindi pa ito ang katapusan ng lahat. i know something better will come along your way. di ba???
kahit ako may problema din. hindi laging masaya ang buhay. been through all the pains, sufferings, and rejections. pero tinanggap ko lahat yun. sinikmura ko lahat yun mga problema ko. kahit medyo stable na ako sa work ngayon, may mga problema pa din ako til today..
di ka na magproblema ha.. ari lang ako di. email lang. hehe
take care lagi chard…
Posted by Eric at March 15, 2006, 9:01 amaw. you should think about it first. make sure na lahat ng narinig mo is true. a relationship is too important to just be ruined by mere hearsays. 
pero right now, concentrate ka muna sa school.
Kung love mo love mo!
There are only two things, mhal mo or not. So ok lang, enjoy the present!
oh sure. i linked you na.
sana kaya ng puso maging fair para kung sino na lang ang nagmamahal ng sobrasobra sayo, siya na lang pipiliin mo. Kaysa yung taong kahit mahalin mo ng sobrasobra iba pa rin ang pinipili nya
Posted by txtas at March 15, 2006, 4:20 pmsadness naman nito…senti…hmmmppp.. ang true love hindi naghihintay ng payback. try muna to understand, kaw ba me effort pa sa kanya. ngayon kung di siya perfect at mahal mo siya, be the one na maglabas ng best out of her.
Posted by lojika at March 15, 2006, 4:54 pmBadtrip.. Anong klaseng girl yan? Tipong hahabulin.. SINUSUWERTE!
Posted by Stephen at March 16, 2006, 2:22 pmTo Hanmae, Stephen, Lojika, Txtas, Nicole, Lydnersian, kuya eric, abby, mark…
Maraming maraming salamat po.. Sana huwag kayong magsawang magcoment dito sa blog ko…
Take care and God bless you all!!!!
what should i say?
nagulat ako sa istorya, kasi naman celphone na nga lang naman ang paraan para magkaroon kayu ng communication eh hindi pa siya nagtetext.
scrutinizing the story made me think you are really love the girl… am i ryt? well anyways, may paniniwala ako para jan eh.
na habang naririyan pa siya eh iparamdam mo ang pagmamahal mo. kung saka sakaling siya na ang mag desisyong makipag hiwalay sayo, hindi ka magsisisi kasi alam mong wala kang pagkukulang. yun para bang hindi mo isisisi sa sarili mo ang dahilan nang pagkawala niya.
in short, kawalan ka sa kanya.
hehe… peace out bro!!!
alam mo namang ang mga taong may pangalang RICHARD ay simpatiko. ahhahaha!! at tayo yun!
sige…..
take care.
Posted by kingdaddyrich at March 16, 2006, 8:20 pmAdded you to my sitely! Woi woi, mr. fretnot, let's chika chika more bout this (wla lang, intrugued ako, similar problem dude!!) add me sa YM! kyuutsenei@yahoo.com
and the lovebug continues…there's one in every blog i visited…strange occurrence? nah, it's a common sight to me
By the way you narrate it she doesn't feel the same thing about you. Forget and move on!
Or maybe she's just testing your patience…
Or maybe she loves you still, but is having an odd case of "I need space" deficiency.
Give it time…
anglabo ng advice. sorry
Love sucks. Ewan ko ba kung bakit lalaki ang madalas na nagiging kontrabida. Pero ganyan talaga. Thanks for visitng my blog. You have a really good one here too.
Lilipas din yan. Kahi medyo mahirap.
very unique. I must say.
Posted by jeeper at March 18, 2006, 3:30 pmhi bro, so its me again. wala lang, youve been one of the closest friend i have in blogosphere. just i wanna share you this.
just yesterday, me and my girl broke up. i dont know if its appropriate to use broke up to define what happend yesterday (cuz were not actually WE). But both of us is comfortable on what we feel for each other.
hindi ko alam kung resulta lang ba yun ng madalas naming pag-aaaway pero alam kong hindi iyon yon kasi naman madali naman naming naaayos at ok naman kami pagkatapos. may sinabi lang siya na nag bgay ng ideya sa akin na may iba na siyang gusto….
ang bunga, pinili kong magpaaalam sa kanya. pero patuloy pa rin siya sa pagtetext sa akin at nagsasabing naririyan pa rin siya at mahal niya ako. pero hindi ko alam.
para kasing walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat sa amin…
kagaya nga ng sinabi ko nung nakaraan, alam kong wala akong pagkukulang sa kanya dahil ginwa ko ang lahat para sa kanya. ang consequence lang nga, malalim ang sugat na idudulot nito….
yun lang bro.
;)
ps:
may ym ka ba? kung meron, add mo ako, ym id ko: cheesmack
ok?
kung meron lang po…
Posted by kingdaddyrich at March 18, 2006, 7:21 pmhey!..how are you?…hope you're ok…feel better ok???…bumisita lng ako…*hugs*
Posted by hanmae at March 18, 2006, 9:25 pmi believe sometimes we have to let go some valuable relationship if you think di naman na healthy. ikaw pa rin makakasagot kung hanggang saan mo kayang magtiyaga at kung di mo na kaya, i think its but fair enough to let go.. naku pasensiya na napadaan lang at naki-comment pa ako
ey chard,.,
ano na balita sa u? heheh sana oks ka na?
had a problem too..dahil sa depression i had my hair cut… only to regret it after a few hours. ehehehehe
di pala solusyun sa problema ang haircut.heheheheheh
neways.. hahaba din ulit yun. jaz drop me an email or text me if u have prob..
24×7 cell ko hehe lagi nasa work night shift eh. eheh dami pala ako kwento sa u next time..
ciao..
ur kuya
whoa! madalang akong makarinig ng problema tungkol sa mga player na gf. player nga ba? (hindi ko na un pwedeng husgahan pa)
pero sa naintindihan ko, base sa mga nakasulat, eh ikaw ang nalalamangan. kaya 'yan! move on kaso palagay ko mahal mo pa at hindi totoong ayaw mo nang mahalin pa.
nga pala palagay ko hindi mo na siya kailangan pang iwan(magpaalam), nauna na niyang gawin…
padag2 lang nito: ah eh, nakita ko kc, may link pala ako dito.. kaso ung main page ko ang piktyur hehe.. medyo parang pakiramdam ko nde tuloy ako tao, kuha ka pic ko sa galery ng sayt ko.. okey na un meron na (dati kc wala) pili ka nalang ng matino (kung meron) haha:P
Posted by arvin at March 19, 2006, 6:33 pmHello, oo, let's chat bout it ha, naku, marami ako ishi-share about my first. Makakarelate ka, promis.
what the…?
similar situation?!
advice naman dyan!
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