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Mahirap iwanan ang taong naging bahagi na ng buhay natin pero minsan kailangan natin umalis sa buhay nila para di tayo lalong masaktan. Pero paano ba magpaalam,
March 13, 2006Split Ends
Here I am in an internet cafe, staring in a computer with a green atmosphere. This is my perfect moment of reflection and my chance to be alone with the computer and a four-cornered-booth.
I’m not really up telling stupid entry today but since I wnt to release all my emotions this past few weeks, I’m going to tell you one really stupid incident [???] happened to me.
I have a gf and were almost __ months on. I love every moment that we are together. But the worst is, I didn’t even think of certain posibility of sticking up with me. The situation now was very different. And it all started few weeks ago. She’s busy for the preparation of her graduation. Well, thats acceptable. But I can’t imagine why shes not texting me just to inform how she’s doing. I knew that she dont have a celfone already but I think she can use her friends celfone to send me a message. I’m also busy for signing of clearance for our final exam and texting would be the best way to keep in touch with her. But as I text her, she didn’t have the nerve to reply. One thing is certain, shes avoiding me already. I overheard that everytime they practice for their graduation rites, shes always asking if where is her crush. It’s so unfair to me as her boyfriend.I heard also from her friend that its her attitude for not being serious to her boyfriend. Ang dali lang daw magsawa sa mga boys like what she did to her past boyfriends. Well, now I knew that what she feel to me is just mere infatuation that whatever time, her feelings to me will change. Urgh!! I could almost cry! I thought she really loves me - turned out she just puppet my life! [I hate to say this]… yeah, stupid!!
She could be wrong, right? No ones perfect.. What if I misinterpret a lot of things?… But I don’t want to be stay being stupid for loving the person who cant pay back her love…
Maybe it’s time for me to say goodbye, to stop this foolishness and senseless relationship…
























